I need you like a heart needs a beat.

dinner @ jp lai lai last fri.

can't really recall what i did over the weekends.
dear came to fetch me after my work last sat.
lunch at turf city.
attended his lecture at sim.
missed my schooling days back then.
been so long since i last went back.

left the lecture during break time.
back to his place.
met up with elsa, mike & shawn at west coast.
dinner at west coast market.
stayed over.
caught hi my sweetheart till episode 7 already.

half day leave on mon.
jb trip with dear.
mike & elsa came later on.
permed my hair.
kind of miss my long hair & fringe now.
got our first couple polo tee.
dinner @ secret receipe.
check out some car stuffs.
spa treatment for xiao hei.
back to spore after which.
guess that's bout all.














at jp's lai lai.




































3 xiao hei(s) chilling under elsa's blk.




































some things are better left unsaid.
those words were too much for me to take.
times like this, i'm being reminded of you again.
it'd been more than 8 years.
can't help but to wonder,
how are you doing out there.
no longer receive any call/msg from you since 2 years back?
hope you're doing fine.
missed.

thanks dear for standing by me,
through my down period.
sorry for making you worried.
promised to face everything together with you.
i need you like a heart needs a beat.
meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
but falling in love with you is something i had no control over:)

thanks to my dearest girlfriend too.
you were there for me when i needed you most.
showering me with the advices & console which i needed badly.
heart you lots:)

Love to be loved by you:)

just got back from lunch with dearest colleague.

she never fails to make my day with her cuteness.

same goes for dear,

he never fails to make my day with his sweetness.

got my favourite milk tea from him again.

sweet messages from him throughout the day.

happily indulging in this blissfulness.

love to be loved by you:)

dun bother to judge me & my r/s on the surface.

i dun care how outsiders think.

close friends of mine will understand,

cause they know me well enough.

i know it's still too early to say,

but i believe in him,

in this relationship,

that he won't let me down.

enough said.

dinner with dearest girlfriend on tue,

dine in @ ding tai fung.

pork chop fried rice is great as usual.

didn't take any photos of the food,

as we were both hungry.

shopped around paragon & ion,

in search for my bag.

got our stuffs from la senza.

been some time since we last hang out together.

but you know i love you still:)

girl, i know it's ur tough period now.

it may not be easy for u to overcome,

but i'll stand by u like always.

i'm & will always be just a call away.

sometimes in life,

we got to understand that not everything

will go according to how we want it to be.

a little sacrifice now will lead us to a better future.

the future will be a long way for us to go,

thus planning for the future

will be more important compared to the present.

you may not know what the future beholds,

but planning ahead will only do you good.

i believe the outcome will be worthy of all ur sacrifices.

the sweetness will follow after this.

bear with it now & hang on there,

i'm here for you.

i'm so looking forward to this weekend with dear.

heading jb to perm my hair next monday,

which is also our 1st month.

incomplete without you:)

alright, it's pictures time!

Sentosa 17.o1.1o.

sentosa trip last sun.
stayed at siloso beach throughout.
they played volleyball.
melissa accompanied me to chat while she tan.
applied sunblock & i didn't manage to get any darker.
baby played a few rounds of volleyball,
stayed with me to relax on the beach after which.
basically, it was a lazing sunday.
free from the stress & hectic city life.
it just felt so good.
i need a short getaway soon.
preferably after cny.

went to wash up around 6.
headed to imm for dinner with baby, melissa & mike.
back home after dinner.
me & baby were having headache.
guessed it was due to the strong heat.
to add it on we slept late the night before.
went ktv & was on the phone till 3am =x








































































































i just chose a few photos to upload here.
lazy to upload all.
full album can be viewed here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=152994&id=581901993&ref=mf
only friends of mine can view:)

16Jan10.

currently at dear's place.

might be heading ktv tonight.

he's sleeping now to replenish his energy.

so i shall make use of this time to do a little update.

else i dunno when will i have the time to do so.

photo above was taken jus now.

will upload some photos from my phone as well.

went to workshop for xiao hei's checkup earlier on.

need to change the suspension thingy.

hope xiao hei recover soon:)

tml will be heading sentosa.

been sometime since i last went.

time to get myself a little tanner.

though i still wanna stay fair =p

oh ya i jus dyed my hair black again.
but the result ain't obvious this time round.

next on the list will be to perm my hair.

that's all for now.

will try to update again soon.

Photos Update.

uploaded photos from my digi cam.

album created on my fb as well.

but still i'll post it here as promised.

shall upload photos from my hp tml perhaps.

jus got back from lunch.

dear went fep for lunch,

brought back my fav milk tea for me.

he's being sucha sweetheart:)

alright shall keep this post short.

photos will do the talking.

dear's 'xiao hei'

acting emo =x

@ redbox in jb

blackberry curve, my new love:)

the back view

jann & me <3>

2010!

welcome 2010!
i know i'm kinda late.
didn't have the time to update my blog.
i've got tons of photos yet to upload.
but those from melissa & dear's cam were already uploaded.
check out my fb for the photos,
as i'm lazy to post it here.
i'll post photos from my cam once i've the time to upload.

give me some time,
i'm really busy =x
my 22nd birthday just went by,
turned one year older again.
my sweetest boy surprised me at my doorstep at 12am,
with a heart shape haagen dazs ice-cream cake.
lied to me that he was meetin shawn n co after his lessons.
touched & a genuine smile on my face:)

on the actual day,
headed to phuture after work.
the night was a blast!
thanks to everyone present.
a very big thank you to all my dearest friends for the well wishes too!
be it through fb or sms.
greatly appreciated:)

reached home the next morning.
woke up around 3pm.
sudden decision to head jb.
rushed to prepare.
dear picked me up & we went to pick melissa.
met up with mike & elsa in jb.
bak kut teh for lunch.
red box for ktv.
love the comfy room & wireless microphones.
it's much cheaper compared to kbox in s'pore,
what's more it comes with buffet!

fri was dinner @ imm's fish & co after work.
oh ya have yet to introduce my new love,
blackberry curve 8520!
say goodbye to the lousy lg icecream.
jus bling it on sat.
will take a pic of it =P
alright back to imm,
brought screen protector,
shopped at daiso for dear's car stuffs.
yea he's very happy whenever he pampers his 'xiao hei'.
then he felt guilty & claimed that i'm always his no1 =x

will update more when i upload the photos.
lots of things on the list to be done.
get my new specs,
gucci bag,
perm my hair in jb,
shopping for cny clothes...
meeting jann for dinner tml:)
till then ~



















p/s: grow old with me, the best is yet to be.
thanks for treating me like your baby princess:)